Accepting His love.

Ever experience something that makes you feel not good enough? 

I know I’m not perfect. I’ve messed up. I wish I never rushed anything with you. I wish I never gave you my heart so soon. 

I keep feeling like I’m an annoyance to God. Because I just keep messing up. And I don’t know how to deal with any of this.

This thought, partially inspired by Sidewalk Prophets' song "You Love Me Anyway," would not leave my mind this morning: I am the nail in his wrist, but he loves me anyway.

I don’t understand it. I don’t deserve it. I don’t always know how to accept it. And yet He just never quits staying the same. Never quits forgiving, accepting, loving.

And I can't comprehend it.